ok well this is my last blog, im leaving for basic tomorrow. so people dont forget about me! anywho. hope you guys stay safe and have fun. be good. live life. have fun. and i will talk to you guys soon!
peace!
Monday, January 1, 2007
Friday, December 29, 2006
Thursday, December 28, 2006
he is here!
ok so i spent the whole day with michael yesterday and it was great! the best time i have had the whole time i have been in the crap hole! he is so great! he said things to me that no man has ever before! wow i dont even know how to tell you what we did with out going to TMI lol anywho im going to hang out with him today when he GETS HIS ASS OUT OF BED lol!
peace!
peace!
Monday, December 25, 2006
its over!
well its over! thank god! i got everything i wanted for christmas but my man. he will be here in about 3 days! HEYE! im so happy. but other then that there is not really much to talk about. life is back to the way it was before so thats what im really happy about. i hate it when everyone is so happy to be getting things but you know the one thing that you want more then anything is to have that one person holding you and you know you cant have it.
well anywho.... only about a week till i leave for basic and then i will not be putting anything up here lol..... so if you know me wish me luck and think of me when im gone. and dont forget about michael. he will be going to iraq soon. *tear* he will need all the thoughts he can get at that time. god im going to miss him so much!
well im off peace!
well anywho.... only about a week till i leave for basic and then i will not be putting anything up here lol..... so if you know me wish me luck and think of me when im gone. and dont forget about michael. he will be going to iraq soon. *tear* he will need all the thoughts he can get at that time. god im going to miss him so much!
well im off peace!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
christmas....
I hate this time of year. i always feel so alone. its just family every year. i just want to get this part of the year over with. i feel like its not really my time its my sisters, i mean i have to help her put all the christmas stuff up, and then there is the fact that im leveing in ten days and its not like im going to really be in the christmas spirit.
anywho i dont really have that much to say today.
4 more days till michael comes to see me!
anywho i dont really have that much to say today.
4 more days till michael comes to see me!
Friday, December 22, 2006
Military Girlfriend Motto
Military Girlfriend Motto
I am a military girlfriend. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card, I am not a "dependent" or a parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers, and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this.
I am a military girlfriend. I have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. People may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me. I know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.
I am a military girlfriend. I hope every day that he will be able call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on a brief communication where "I love you and I'm okay" speaks more than volumes and gives me the strength to keep going.
I am a military girlfriend. I take no moment spent together for granted. I hold onto every touch, caress, kiss, every word. I have memorized the feel of his skin, his smell, the sound of his voice, and I play it over and over in my mind so that I will not forget. I cry myself to sleep some nights because missing him hurts so badly, but wake up the next morning, brush myself off, and start a new day with even more pride and love than the one before.
well i fould this and just had to put this up! this is to my baby, michael and anyother girl that loves a militart man! it maybe hard but its more then worth it! with michael is in iraq all im going to be able to think about is him. i would do anything to go out there with him just to be with him. and then there is the whole married thing, i wish with all my heart that my divorce had already gone throw.... i mean that way i could truly be with micheal. he just asked me for anything i wanted and all i can think of is that shit to be done with. i cant be fully with him till all thats done. i can be with him body but i cant give him all my soul till my husband is out of the pic. and thats not going to be till after basic and that really sucks because he will then be going to iraq. if only there was a way to get it done with now.
I am a military girlfriend. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card, I am not a "dependent" or a parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers, and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this.
I am a military girlfriend. I have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. People may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me. I know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.
I am a military girlfriend. I hope every day that he will be able call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on a brief communication where "I love you and I'm okay" speaks more than volumes and gives me the strength to keep going.
I am a military girlfriend. I take no moment spent together for granted. I hold onto every touch, caress, kiss, every word. I have memorized the feel of his skin, his smell, the sound of his voice, and I play it over and over in my mind so that I will not forget. I cry myself to sleep some nights because missing him hurts so badly, but wake up the next morning, brush myself off, and start a new day with even more pride and love than the one before.
well i fould this and just had to put this up! this is to my baby, michael and anyother girl that loves a militart man! it maybe hard but its more then worth it! with michael is in iraq all im going to be able to think about is him. i would do anything to go out there with him just to be with him. and then there is the whole married thing, i wish with all my heart that my divorce had already gone throw.... i mean that way i could truly be with micheal. he just asked me for anything i wanted and all i can think of is that shit to be done with. i cant be fully with him till all thats done. i can be with him body but i cant give him all my soul till my husband is out of the pic. and thats not going to be till after basic and that really sucks because he will then be going to iraq. if only there was a way to get it done with now.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
things on my mind
ok well tommy got in today. he is so big! he is not the little boy that i used to know. but he is still just as sweet. when he saw me he didnt know it was his aunt lisa hehe. but he gave me a really big hug and thats really what i needed at the time. but there is a story so here i go......
ok so lastnight me and michael were talking about when he leaves and today when i was at the air port there were guys that were going to iraq. they were leaveing when i was there. and dont get me wrong they were hot as hell, but all i could think about was michael. i didnt even look back at the guys when they were looking at me and thats a first for me beacuse im one girl that loves to eyefuck someone, but i just really really didnt want to. it was so hard to see them leave beacuse i was not seeing them i was seeing michael and it hurt. i about cried. i want to be there when he leave and when he gets back. for the first time in my life i just want to be there for someone other then me. i mean i would give the world to be with him. i dont want him to leave! im going to cry forever when he leaves. i just dont know what im going to do, i mean im going to be in ait so i cant just go and see him off. i dono how thats going to work but i really really REALLY want to be there for when he leaves. i mean i know im going to be able to make if when he is coming back. so i WILL be there for him and standing there just waiting to give him the best hug and kiss of his life! im going to be that one girl that he is so happy to see and i know it! that gives me the best feeling in the world. all warm and fuzzy! THE BEST. but then i remember for him to come home he has to leave and i dont want that! i just wish i knew how things would end up.
I LOVE YOU!
ok so lastnight me and michael were talking about when he leaves and today when i was at the air port there were guys that were going to iraq. they were leaveing when i was there. and dont get me wrong they were hot as hell, but all i could think about was michael. i didnt even look back at the guys when they were looking at me and thats a first for me beacuse im one girl that loves to eyefuck someone, but i just really really didnt want to. it was so hard to see them leave beacuse i was not seeing them i was seeing michael and it hurt. i about cried. i want to be there when he leave and when he gets back. for the first time in my life i just want to be there for someone other then me. i mean i would give the world to be with him. i dont want him to leave! im going to cry forever when he leaves. i just dont know what im going to do, i mean im going to be in ait so i cant just go and see him off. i dono how thats going to work but i really really REALLY want to be there for when he leaves. i mean i know im going to be able to make if when he is coming back. so i WILL be there for him and standing there just waiting to give him the best hug and kiss of his life! im going to be that one girl that he is so happy to see and i know it! that gives me the best feeling in the world. all warm and fuzzy! THE BEST. but then i remember for him to come home he has to leave and i dont want that! i just wish i knew how things would end up.
I LOVE YOU!
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