today

well today i didnt do anything at all. i got drunk lastnight and only got 5 hrs of sleep so i just sat there and did nothing all day! other then that i have really dont done anything at all.
life here sucks. there is never anything to do. and tomorrow my brother in laws mother is coming and so thats going to be different b/c i have never met her before and i dont really know how to deal with her when my brother and sister are at work. i mean if i could think of something to talk about that she would be cool with would be better but i dono what she will want to talk about. she dosent know me and i know my brother dosent talk about me to her. so thats going to be hard.
then on the 20th my brothers son is coming and i have not seen him in like 4 years. he is 9 now and as tall as me so thats going to be a funny photo! i will have to put that up here. yeah so i think that will be fun.
well thats about all i have to say tonight, till tomorrow. ~peace~